I got home last night from moving a truck load of my belongings cross country. I had to come home to say goodbye to T and meet my pdoc who is going to carry me through this long summer.

So first I pdoc. We kept me on viibryd, lamictal and seroquel PRN. She asked if I had any SH thoughts but I was to embarrassed to tell her up until last week I was taking the seroquel because I thought my husband was going to harm me and of course my husband failed to mention it. So nothing was changed so hopefully nothing messes up these next 2 months.

Now my T. . I signed releases to my new t and pdoc. She asked me what I thought of new T and my fears. One being new T does bakeract evals. And I'm not going to the hospital. We went over thoughts vs. Planing & intent. I of course had something to say about that and my fear of scaring new T. T admitted that its going to be a very bumpy start for me and new T. T's going to talk to new T before I meet new T so hopefully that helps. I really tried to convince T to move with me but she insists that she likes the sessions to much But I can email her.

My parents are on there way to pick me up. I'm still doing laundry and repacking. I have to quickly go to the DMV tomorrow before they get here.

My son has to withdraw off all his meds as he has no one willing to fill them, until he has a new pdoc. This will not go well for him.

Now for a six week on the road with my parents.