The disability approval/disapproval process is mysterious. I don't know if anyone really understands it. But you had to know that there was a chance that this denial would happen. I am not suggesting any particular course of action. I don't know enough about the details of your case and life situation to know whether you should appeal again or give up. But I do believe that you need a more philosophical or spiritual view of life. That fact that you really want to get disability benefits, and really need them, and really deserve them (because you do have a serious medical condition that prevents you from working) does not mean that you will ever get them, or that you will get them easily. Why? Because Society is not just--never has been, never will be. Just read History, and see the long train of injustices. Well, that long train of injustices did not stop when you were born. But, even so, that is no reason for despairing, or giving up on life. People in very poor countries still generally manage to have a fairly enjoyable life, and so can you. Just don't depend on Society or the Government. They are useful from time to time, but not very reliable. We all must strive to become as strong and self-reliant as possible. There are bad people, bad events and bad circumstances to deal with, and all we can do is deal with them, as best as we can. God doesn't do that many miracles. We must take on life head on. In a perfect world, Government and people would not let us down, would not cheat us of what we deserve. But this is no perfect world, and there's lots and lots of cheating going on--cheating that we are powerless to do anything about. We are not Iron Man. We must just be patient and humble and move forward. Only fools fume and plot revenge. We must come up with the best plan we can come up with, and then move forward. That's all I know. Good luck.