I can relate... I am very "attached" to my Pdoc - not so much my T. My Pdoc (who I have seen for 4 years) was there when I needed someone very much. My previous pdoc was not a very compassionate person. My current pdoc, I can depend on to care and not judge me - no matter what - so I call it (the feeling I have) "attached". I am not brave enough to take my feelings out to really examine them. I've gotten to the point where I am grateful that I have someone like him in my life...and for me I leave it at that "attached".