My very best friend (I live with her) had a meltdown today. I'm always in a position to get my family and friends through the rough patches in life. They have no clue how deep my depression is because I FAKE IT TIL I MAKE IT!!!
Most days I feel nothing.... numb, not knowing what to do to get out of this funk. I happen to be one of those people that decided of my own free will to start seeing a therapist @ 25, I'm now 46. I have been depressed since a child. I don't know what it is to be happy. My happiness would be my son and sister to be happy, successful, prosperous and functioning like productive citizens as they once did. VERY TALL ORDER.... back to feeling numb because I feel helpless and hopeless (I hate to use that word hopeless) makes me feel like a quitter, failure.