I have missed many family events because of depression. My parents understand but others get very disappointed. I quit feeling guilty along time ago.
I think Jollise is right. You have to make the desicion that is right for you and forget what others think and then the anxiety will go away.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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