I've had this for a long while now, nightmares where I wake up clutching my hand after having dreamt it was cut off. Dreams where even minor details makes me question if it's real. I'd ask people about conversations I would have dreamt of the previous night.

It's truly bothering me and I don't know what to make of it. My dreams are really detailed and it often feels like I'm sucked into another life.

It's not only my dreams though.

I have had a lot of deja vu's lately too. Just sitting down with my family at dinner, the whole scene is played out and I'm rightly guessing the conversation and what happens next. I'm like "yup, this happened before, though it's a few months ago" - and the deja vus just keep coming.

It's odd that people just think it's our brain playing tricks, because it's rather weird that it doesn't happen all the time, but only happens on rare occasions, events and we never see it coming. It's the tiny detail, conversations, scenarios you feel are being replayed.

I read up on it a bit and I somewhat believe that in an alternate universe, it did happen. I mean, the roads we don't take don't just disappear because we don't walk them, right?

Off-topic, I'm quite inexperienced when it comes to the supernatural. I once saw my hand full of ants and a gigantic spider on my shoulder which no one else could see, but that's it.

So I'm left not knowing what the ants and the spider means, perhaps it's linked to something in the future.