Hi, PianogirlPlays. It does seem like the harder you work less gets done. Sounds like you are really struggling. Since you posted in the Relationship & Communication Forum, I assume your troubles have to do with a relationship. Sometimes no matter how hard you try if the other person is not willing to communicate it becomes frustrating. Don't take all the guilt for not being able make things right. It doesn't mean you are not okay. Keep posting. Maybe we can understand better what's going on with you and how to best help you. Glad you are here looking for help.