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Jul 08, 2014, 01:23 PM
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Desert Kitty hates titles
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Member Since: Jul 2008
Location: TARDIS
Posts: 12,692
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Originally Posted by The Skeezyks
Oh, I'd notice. I haven't spent as much time here over the last few days as I was previously. My energy level, as well as my enthusiasm, seem to wax & wane over time. But PC just feels like a safe place for me to say things I wouldn't say anywhere else on the internet, to people who are interested in & willing to listen to what I have to say.  |
For me, it feels like a safe place to talk to people without much judgement. I can write things here I wouldn't write anywhere else. It's one of the few places to be "heard", except for my support group. But that only meets weekly, LOL. And it's not long enough. PC saved me.
I can also talk to people here that I couldn't/wouldn't in real life.....not that I have anyone to talk to.  I guess that's the point....Without PC, there's no one there. My only real life "friend" has been too "busy" to talk to me. I haven't talked to her in almost 6 months, and she knows what I'm going through.
I have been there for HER (of course) countless times, and now that I need her she can't be bothered. I'm getting close to cutting her loose. I have done all the attempts at communication a few months ago. I sent her e-mail, tried calling & got her machine, etc. The ball is in her court now, though I'm doubting she'll sent it back my way, so to speak.
I don't like one-way streets, whether they are literal like the ones you drive on, or these "friendships." Both are disorienting and frustrating to me.
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