Thanks for the replies. And no, I don't have a therapist (the last one I had kind of left me hanging when I needed her, she was the one who suggested I take a break from university the first time and she'd write a letter to the university explaining my situation and then she just hopped off out of the country without saying a word.)

I'm off the meds, and that's one of the reasons I suppose that my psychiatrist wants to have me hospitalized.

I have also looked at other schools, online and otherwise, none offer my course
And I have indeed seriously been considering moving out, as in from under their influence as a whole. Although this would mean giving up on my more realistic dreams of becoming a researcher in the genetics fields.

Its sad that the only solution I see at the moment requires the hospital trip regardless, either that or dropping everything completely and uprooting myself to gain independence.