Went cold turkey off of latuda Friday and sitting by the phone waiting to find out what my pdoc is going to do. I'm on med leave and can't waste time with my meds. I keep obsessing about going back to work and not missing work, so much anxiety and it won't stop. The OCD just takes over. I feel like a disappointment and a failure when it comes to going to work. I wake up shaking in the morning before going to work and it's still happening being on med leave. I'm just overwhelmed.