I've been having terrible dreams of my boyfriend confessing toe that he has cheated on me. In my dreams I keep asking him and then finally he responds usually laughing at me saying I'm so stupid for not realizing it. In these dreams I cry so hard that I wake with instant heartache as if it really happened. That he laughed at me in my pain. When I tell him these dreams he reassures me they aren't real and will never come true but they keep coming back, some worse than others. It hurts even though I know they aren't real but I've had dreams come alive while I'm awake (as in something very similar to my dreams happens soon after I have them). This is what scares me the most. I know it sounds silly but I don't know why I believe my dreams especially these horrifically emotional dreams about my boyfriend finally confessing he has been cheating will come true. Is there anything to them or is it just my crumbled self esteem that is causing me to believe no one would want to be with only me and laugh at me as if I were stupid to think I could be loved?