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I feel and agree with your words, thanks for sharing your soul.
I too have been through many dark days(years), near self-extinction, and still question many things, but do know in my heart the magic of loved ones, rather its kids,pets or family, something kept me from making the final exit.
I no longer question, if it was all of that,meds.T's,pdocs or a combo of all, I just know that hanging on was all worth it, and that is coming from a woman that 7yrs ago would have told you differently, for at that time life sucked and there was no getting better.
Please, anyone in your darkest hours, your hardest trials, PLEASE hang in there, go with treatment, and continue through life's journey, it's not all so bad.
Please consider that option.
Love to all,
DE

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