Well don't feel bad (I ate three pounds of cheese which makes me really really really really really really really really really really sick) I know never to eat cheese of any kind but was very upset about something I can not even for the life of me figure out at all. Gosh my body is going thru hell on wheels. I am dying out here. Ohhhhh the pain............why why why why why why I still am going to live though. But right now yuck but I will not give up. but I will not die but I will do ok because of all of you are in this with me. I need each one of you I affirm you and care about you We are not going to die. We will keep trying and we will keep going on because we care deeply about eachother Love RAZEL