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Old Jul 09, 2014, 04:06 AM
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Trying not to focus on the negatives today.

I went to the college today and tried to get my student loans and major transition into place. The boyfriend has three possible interviews set up for this week alone. We had six inch subs for lunch. Monsoon season has gently struck this side of the state and the sky is an uneven mirror, with a whirling mass of black lightning-clouds on one side and proud white clouds floating on the mountains like ships gearing for battle on the other. Rain just light enough to require a solitary flick for the windshield wipers. I wanted to go to bed early because I have to get up early, but our friends wanted to go out and prepare Sean for his interviews. I played Skyrim for a while, but it never feels long enough to be a satisfactory stress-reliever.

I've been coughing a lot lately. I hope this doesn't mean I'm getting sick again. I don't want to go back to the hospital.
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"We are more than the worst thing that's ever
happened to us. All of us need to stop apologizing
for having been to hell and come back breathing.

Your bad dreams are battle scars.
What doesn't kill you cuts you f****** deep
but scars are just skin growing back
thicker when it heals."

~ Clementine von Radics

Bipolar type 2
complex PTSD
GAD
Depression
possibly OCD