Well what do you know, I'm also 19, also first attempted at 15, have been depressed longer. Have been struggling since. See, we have things in common because you opened up to me. I also have bills to pay, people to take care of, my life is not really just my own but effects others to.i have lost people most dear to me, actually an anniversary will be Saturday.

I hope you talk with your pdoc and he may give you another med to help. But don't just give up because you think its not working. And besides meds can't do all the work, it takes changing your thought patterns and developing coping skills too.