Thank you for the reply, that was fast
Maybe I've been spoilt by all the mom characters I see on TV and the movies, lol. Me and her are never on the same wavelength. She sometimes puts an abrupt end to our conversations, or she doesn't really 'feel' my emotion. Either way, I feel really bad, sometimes I feel like I should give up trying. Other times, she plain forgets what I said before and I have to start all over again.
There's a time and place for a conversation for me, and when she asks me to repeat what I said, I get incredibly frustrated.
I'm just getting more and more reclusive with time, and whatever emotions I used to share before, I'm keeping it locked up now.