hi hopeless guy
I am sorry that you are struggling so in finding a solution. I have seen such good results with emdr. does your therapist offer an explanation? I spent the last three years in therapy and didn't get much of anywhere either. turns out he didn't even have me diagnosed correctly as I have dissociative disorder as well. I now am with a therapist who specializes in that who does emdr and hypnotherapy. my anxiety has been greatly reduced so far but we are only beginning to work thru the trauma. she said it would take years. I hope it starts to work for you soon. welcome to psych central. you will find we have several forums where you can post about your concerns and receive feedback from other members. you will get a lot of support here. again, welcome