I don't know, I am not done yet. I can see good changes already. I just keep holding on to the hope that I will be "done enough" sometime not too far away.

I do believe that if I follow through with this therapy, even though I often don't want to, I will be living a far happier life than I have been and am currently. I refuse any medication because I do not believe that is a solution for me. I need to talk it out, and I hope I will.

I hope you will get to a place that will be good enough, happy enough, for you too Johnny.