I regret i didnt do it because sometimes i just want to hear his voiceand if i recorded when he says nice words to me it would be so healing for me.
I recorded session when i was drunk and overdosed xanax because i knew i wont remember anything but i cant hear my ts voice in this recording just mine. He sits far away from me and talk silently.
I dont tell him about it because i dont want to make him worried. I did it just to remember what i said because that session was black hole.
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