i just relapsed today. is it wrong that it felt good? i feel so much better. i dont even think it's the weight anymore... im 5'4'' and weigh 110 now and i am not liking that... but i dont think thats what made me resort to purging again. i was doing well according to my doctor... she was going to let me start working out more often and i feel like a failure! but i did feel better after i did it! is that sick or what? =(