Her comparing me to my weak submissive mother caused the memories to surface. Made me feel like the weak child I was then. I'm not that child and in not my mother. I don't like bein compared to what I think is weak for me. Made me very angry and I snapped bands. It was all I could do that I believe she wouldn't view as threatening. Cuz that's all I new is to explode and become te violent monster I am inside and she calls the police and show me the door. I have to reign in my temper or I could very well be seen as a very real threat to myself or others.

A beast inside just starts to take over an all there is is intense rage.