So, I'm pretty sure I've hit my first up phase since I started the lamotrigine and sertraline.

And it's so dulled down Which I suppose means that the medications are working... but it's NOT FUN going from totally wired and ready to go, to then just going "UUUGH I'M TIRED". It's like the energy level is bouncing around but I'm crashing a lot sooner than I'm used to - totally unproductive because I would muuuuch rather be doing all the billions of things that I'd like to do.

On the up side (bahahaha) I can slow my brain down a bit more than usual and stay on one task for a while.

And it at least still has me motivated to clean and organize!! w00t.

Not so sure that I'm keen on this dulled-down hypomania. Mine are pretty tame to start with, and I never really worry about doing anything too drastic.

And my main risks are usually wanting to overspend (of which I have good rules set up.... and I am heading on vacation soon and absolutely know that I WILL spend money... but I'm limited to what fits in my suitcase )... and being a bit hypersexual, which works out well as I have a boyfriend right now!

There we go. Just needed to babble that out - back to packing and cleaning!!!