life is just one terrible day after another
and it just gets worse
i cant take anymore bad news
i cant take another loss
i cant take another illness that they cant fix
my heart is aching
i feel that i am fading
i dont want to exist
i just want to go
i just want to cry and sleep and never get up
i never want to see the sun again
i dont want to see the moon
i hate my friends cos they make me think of the smile that im faking