Firebird,

We cannot diagnose here.

Having multiples is no joke. If you were DID the personalities would have formed along time ago due to seriously traumatic life events.

Wanting to be DID so you don't have to take meds? Many people need to take meds from time to time due to the amount of distress.

Sounds like you may have several diagnosis actually, trust the professionals and let them do their job.

If you do have DID you are going to need long-term therapy.

Take care.