(((((((((((((((Candy))))))))))))))))
YOU are the reason for living. Life is a gift, and it is what you make of it. You don't need a husband to make you happy ... or anyone for that matter because when it comes down to it, it is only ourselves that can make us truly happen.
I know its hard, but maybe try getting out and meeting new people? Easier said than done i know, but i think that its worth it, especially if you are feeling all of this right now. Or maybe, get a pet? I know of lots of people who have been able to feel better about themselves and their future when they know that they have this little creature who needs them, and who loves them back.
You are a beautiful person, and i know that you can get through this, i just know it. Know that you have many many people on here to talk to, and who care about you too so keep posting, keep talking, keep doing whatever it is that will make you happy.
Feel free to PM me ANYTIME if you ever want someone to talk to ...
Take good care of you,
Jacq