Hi Lylypup, I am sorry your aren't feeling good. Are you seeing a Doctor or a Therapist ?
Regardless of your present issues, you may find great help in a good treatment for your depression. I know the feeling you described also know that If I was you am going to look asap for professional help. One week crying is a lot for you to go on with out help.

About getting up, waking up writing a big note to myself about why I need and want to waking up helps. You can do it!!!!!
Sending all the encouragement your way
Alexia