Hi Alone, I'm so sorry you're having such a tough time, it's awful when your T is away huh. Here is a kind for you.

Thanks for reading my posts. It's interesting that you see I'm making progress, I feel I have but not hugely obvious ones. And I think on many levels I do believe I have a great T, you are right he really is there for me. It just seems like such a terrifying jump to take to get into deeper stuff still.

Take good care won't you? And I hope you are doing some nice things for yourself while your T is away hun.