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Originally Posted by JaneC
Time.....how long? My T mentioned the 18 months we have been working together today and all I could say was .... I'm sorry, I know I should be further ahead by now, I am trying, I really am.
It was pitiful!! No matter that he tried to reassure me that he wasn't meaning I hadn't done enough work, rather that I had done a lot!
Yes it is terrifying........
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I could never have said what you said to your T at 18 months. I still can't say it at over 2 years. My T knows, because I've mentioned it. But I haven't been able to have a conversation about it. I dissociate and have emotional flashbacks and end up hearing criticism and judgment where there is none, which obviously causes problems.
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HazelGirl
PTSD, Depression, ADHD, Anxiety
Propranolol 10mg as needed for anxiety, Wellbutrin XL 150mg
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