I think, and know, in my logical mind that he is a great T and in that part of my mind I believe him. I believe that I can trust him. I believe that he is honest with me, he appears so far to have never lied.

In answer to my question if there was anything I could say that would change how what he thinks about me.....he said probably yes. But we can't know and also can't expect to have a relationship(a therapeutic one) or any relationship without hurt from time to time. But if it happened he would work on it with me to resolve it.

It is just in my emotional mind........I can't make that connection. I am soo afraid.

PS; Its late, my son is not in his bed where he belongs, he is on the other side of the world and I MISS HIM SOOOOOO MUCH right now, my heart fees like it will break.