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Originally Posted by HazelGirl
I could never have said what you said to your T at 18 months. I still can't say it at over 2 years. My T knows, because I've mentioned it. But I haven't been able to have a conversation about it. I dissociate and have emotional flashbacks and end up hearing criticism and judgment where there is none, which obviously causes problems.
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Hazel
sorry you have this too. What part of what I said is it that you can't?
I did all of those things Hazel. I was zoned out. I was hearing all of the critical voices in my head "you're just a sniveling mess, stop it" etc. I had horrible feelings in my body, then none. All of the above in a short hour.....well ended up being 70 minutes......it is exhausting huh?