thanks guys..
i think when i say something like "take me seriously" they just think i want to be the center of attention.. so it doesnt help. They just think worse of me.
I have to admit i somewhat have been the center of attention but only when it comes to my grades or how "smart I am" or whatever they say.. but when it comes to my feelings, they dont care..
if i cry, i'm a drama queen. if i seem not to care, then i'm selfish and i have no feelings..

there is no pleasing parents.

thanks tellybox.. i have tried to do things that make me happy.. but im out of them. im sick of doing the same old thing, which makes me feel hopeless..

every day is the same, it seems like.

thank u