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Jul 11, 2014, 10:25 AM
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Member Since: Jun 2014
Location: North Carolina
Posts: 488
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Since losing my job May 5th my life has continued on a downward spiral to hell. I lost my insurance, doc, meds, home, car and now all hope to go on. Throughout this I have dug somewhere deep inside to pull out a serving of hope daily, that I will make something happen. Pounding the pavement in 90 degree heat to apply to jobs that I would have never contemplated working a few years ago, only to be turned away. The overwhelming lack of support from the few people I have around me has taken its toll. At every turn the reply has been, "that's not gonna work, WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO?" Not one of these 3 have said, way to go, it must be hard to walk around town all day in the heat with no food in your stomach or cold drink on your lips, keep going, something WILL come through. Maybe they are right, nothing is gonna work. Which leaves the question...what reason is there to wait for another day to make something happen. Maybe the end of me is the only thing left to happen. My well is dry and my spirit is broken.
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