I'm so sorry! lol I tend to think everyone on this site knows...NPD stands for Narcissistic Personality Disorder. PD stands for Personality Disorder.

There are forums regarding NPD that are useful to read, but don't post there. And there is information regarding NPD also on this site..I recommend reading up, if you think it might be helpful.

In any case, take care of you, and your emotional health. He is evidently, at this time, incapable of helping you in that way.

Take care