Bullies are insecure and quite often jealous of the person they are abusing. Friends don't bully anyone! The Verbally Abusive Relationship is the book which saved my life.

Boundaries is another excellent resource (it teaches us how to have boundaries if we never had any). We all need physical AND emotional boundaries.......

P.S. If there are things you don't like about your appearance, you can change them, but do it because it is what YOU want.

Another good book: Toxic People (that is what you are dealing with)......they are NOT your friends. Friends accept you for who you are, are loving, kind, thoughtful, supportive, etc.

Please........stop laughing at yourself.........those people are cruel.....the first thing you should say when some is cruel and abusive.......is........what you are saying i hurtful. Walk away (because they will try and convince you they are just "joking." That is what abusers do. Counseling would help, also......helping you form boundaries and not allowing ANYone to disrespect or abuse you. You are there emotioal "punching bag" right now. It needs to stop.