Thanks...I'm not alone. I think our's is a shared depression due to a business that we're involved in that neither of us enjoy anymore. Depression hit four years ago - the only time it was gone was when I was not involved in this business. I'm glad that my wife, despite our shouting matches, continues to profess her love for me. Oh, and for my daily check in, I'm still down, and on the verge of tears...don't see this getting better any time soon...