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Not doing well. Really not doing well at all. I feel like maybe I'm relapsing...or about to relapse...but I'm not sure. I feel like a horrible daughter and a horrible person. I'm just complicating everyone's lives, making their lives harder, especially my mother's. Her life has certainly been hard enough without me. Now it seems like all I do is make it even worse, and she doesn't deserve that.
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Everyone wants happiness,
No one wants pain,
But you can't have a rainbow
Without a little rain.
I am attempting recovery from depression, social anxiety, self harm, suicidal ideation, and some crappy life stuff.
The last time I self harmed: 3/17/14
In therapy since: 1/13/14
I threw my blade away on June 6, 2014. 
I'm always happy to help. Please send me a message if you ever need to talk about anything. 
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