Financial burden can be a huge stressor in life. My husband had to leave his job around the same time as you and we're in the same boat. He is having a hard time finding another job. It seems impossible right now but it's not worth taking your life over. Without insurance you can still try to be treated. If you're in the US there are sliding scale clinics that can work with you if you have no insurance and no income. There are also some meds that are pretty cheap. Last summer I was offered tegretol, which would have been only four dollars a month. It's usually the older drugs with more side effects but it could be at least something until you can get everything back on track. But don't give up. I think there are a few of us feeling the joblessness pressure right now.