You guys make so much sense I feel like crying. I'm so used to feeling "wrong" all the time yet here I make some sense. That's new. Thank you.

Edit: What do you think about talking to a friend about it? Not going into it just saying I might look into some therapy for some issues I'm dealing with. I'm so nervous sharing certain things with friends because of attachment issues that I struggle with. Sometimes I don't know how much it's ok for me to share.