This does sound like an awful experience for you and scarey.
very glad that you are feeling better.
I have never heard of anyone having a reaction to lamictal like this...were you started on the smallest dose and being titrated up? what dose were you on?
lamictal is such a good mood stabilizer,(anti-depressant qualities as well) I wish it had worked out for you. Ask your pdoc about it again, jsut a suggestion.
It too worries me that you are off all your meds.
hang in there and keep us posted.
bizi