I am sorry that you are scared. know that you are not the only one who gets scared for a variety of reasons. I get scared every time I have to go to pdoc and I have no reason to be. I always have t call her to give her the heads up on how things are going so that I don't have to talk to her. and she is a very nice pdoc too so I don't know what I am so afraid of. I hope your appt goes well. take care.