Your opinions certainly are welcome in the world, as anyones. But I must say this is why I'm so fearful to post, as I scan other posts, not just on this forum but other support forums I notice very few are the way mine are, rather straight forward and supportive frankly I dont need a question toward a reasoning behind it, my depression is very odd to most with that its confusing enough to have the thoughts more less seek reasoning.

But if I must. My friends father past last year around this time, in 2 months his mother whom I thought loving and compassionte began sleeping and seeing other people, now on the verge of dating. I could give more examples if you'd like.

Also whom is in control? I don't know but we can sure see who wants to be in control, humans crave power and settle for very little but what we want. Therefor I beg to say humans are the most evil most arrogant race created and we continue down a stony path of destruction because we refuse to settle with limited power.

This is WHY I AM depressed I see no reason to move it, but I'm not a mod so *shrugs*.

Yes I'm frustrated and I'm sorry but 17 years of misfortunate thoughts make you crazy....