I feel like if LCM (my T) were to ever mention ending therapy, I would lose my mind considering the fact that I really don't want to lose her ever. We've never discussed ending beyond me telling her to stay with me forever, partially because I would lose my mind if she brought it up.

Yeah maternal transference... I still call LCM "mom" from time to time and all the time in my head. It's better though because I finally feel like I have a mom. She does let me play into it too. It hasn't been hurting too badly that it isn't real recently which is why I haven't been around PC too much........ then again, LCM's real daughter is out of town for a month. I told her in passing that I get to be her only daughter for a month. She just kinda went with it. But I think that might be why I haven't cried my eyes out because she's not my real mother for a long time. She hasn't had to push back our time because she needed to do something with the kid.