It's 1am and I'm still not asleep. I've been up technically since yesterday at 4:29am. And I'm still not tired. Have plans for tomorrow unless I decided to buy something for me online. I really want to, but I am supposed to be focusing on my wife. But don't I deserve something I feel powerful in? Decisions Decisions. I should try again to go to bed, but I have stuff I want to do. I'm not sure if this is a result of my antidepressant or if this is all me, but no sleep is going to get me in trouble. My wife is asleep before me. That never happens! Any way, all in all yesterday was good had therapy cried a bit, didn't go off on my boss. All good things had some grumpy moments,but that could be attributed to the 5hours of sleep the night before. Meh... wish me luck getting to dream land.