Hello, BeaFlower. Congratulations on you educational achievements.

The problem I had was not talking about how I felt. The problem was being told others did not notice since I always had acted out. Then, I crashed, and it was readily apparent I needed help.

The opportunity to talk about what was going on was ever recurring. People ask others almost mindlessly how they are doing. I really dislike the question, but if I felt the other person truly was interested, I would tell them.

I wish you well.