Hes convinced me.. He would create these ideas and turn the littlest things into the biggest deal. Stupid **** like when instagram, pictures ive liked of guys before we met. He calls me desperate for guys when they don't want me.. He really made me out to be a hoe, he convinced himself im a liar because everytime we broke up I always kept to myself until it became a vicious cycle ive spoken to my close friend about it so he's threatened me that if I told anyone we broke up that hed never get back with me.. So I've lied that I didn't tell them because I was scared hed leave me over something I thought wasnt worth it so he uses that lie against me no matter how much I explain the situation as to why I did.. He just really taints my love for him then he tells me things like he knows how much I love him and he feels he doesn't deserve me and that he's so insecure because im so pretty, then another second is like the complete opposite like we don't belong together.. Im just so hurt idk how to feel. Idk why its so easy for him to let it go and im still holding on..