I always knew penises were different. The one thing that there are family stories about me is how I was always drawing penises - penises that lean to the right, some leaning to the left, some with a mole on it some with hair some without some erect, some flacid some circumsized some not cicumsized, some with a scar.... Makes me wonder how they didn't know that I as being abused with all those sexual drawing going on as young as three years old.