I am seeing a 26 year old guy. I am 59 years old. He is in love with me and I am having strong feelings for him to. I know this is not logical but it is complicated. I am engaged to a 35 year old. He do not make me feel the way the 26 year old makes me feel. My fiancee is in Nigeria and his sex was terrible when I visit him. I am thinking of following my heart not my age. Any advice please.