i told my parents thinking they would help me
i thought it was a good thing to do
my mom had to tell my dad something
she couldnt just send me off to tlk to a therapist
and not tell him anything,
so she just told him i was depressed
later, when we were out somewhere,
he told me
"this is just sumthing u have to deal with
you dont need any help"
so now i cant get help...AND my mom knows.
i never imagined it would be like this
and now i cant even look at my mom
everytime i do i remember that she knows what ive done
it kills me
its so awkward when im alone with her .
the other night she came in my room
she told me she was misssing a knife
and she asked if i took it
THAT was unbearable
i dont know why but it made me feel so depressed
i just wish everything wouldve gone like i thought it wouldve