My bf and I have been through a lot. I have made my fair shares of mistake and i admit to it. I never denied a thing. Whereas because of that he believes it erases all his dues. Or it just doesnt compare. I believe that was unfair. He has treated me like a peice of garbage. WORSE! He wanted me to literally lick his shoes and be his housemaid. Every time i wanted to express myself i was told to be quiet. I was a nag to him. I cried days after weeks after months. He sits theres and says stop crying, drama queen. I have made my mistakes, but i have done nothing for almost 4 months. I have been so kind. We have been in pushing and shoving fights. His name calling and how he would treat someone else better because hes sure they wouldn't hurt him. It just hurt to hear that. He thinks his mistakes are nothing. We have been living together for a year. It was my mistake to move in too soon. Now we are broken up. And he treats me like im a ghost. I do want to make him chase me, but i KNOW! Its not worth it! He watches tv and drinks beer and sit on couch all day. We both work. I come home. Theres no dinner for me, i just make it myself. Like not even a hello. I dont sleep and eat well. I have my silent tears. Yes good idea is to move out but how can i when i dont have that kind of money. Im currently looking for a roomate. But its not easy. Idk if this is a vent or question. But i dont know what is going on anymore :'( i wasted my whole year with this fool. Now its worse living with him still. I dont care if he moves out but i do.