Thank you so much. I agree too. I stopped loving myself because i loved him more. I always had fear of losing him and i never stood up and left because i never wanted him to even like another girl and now its fading because i put hate infront of him. The more i picture him with another girl and doing things i wouldnt like. The more it helps. My friends and family all support me. And yes i will be seeing if i can stay with someone.